I grew up with a firm belief in my own beauty. I remember being asked to sum myself up in two words in 1st, maybe 2nd grade. I chose "smart" and "pretty." When I was nine, I began to break out. I didn't notice. I knew that acne was just what comes with adolescence. My mom bought me a lot of products to try to help, and I thought they worked okay. I knew that acne was just what comes with adolescence. I had no clue why it was such a big deal or why my doctor started prescribing stronger stuff. I really, truly did not understand how bad it was.
2006
It got to the point where we had to bring out the referral papers and I started seeing a dermatologist. I went on Accutane in late 2006. When my skin started to clear, I realised how bad it had been before.
2006 (photo by Jill Rich Photography)
2007
Then I knew I was pretty.
About a six months after my last dose of Accutane, I began to break out again. I went through the same process all over again, complete with another six months of Accutane. It was harder this time around because I knew what I was "supposed" to look like.
2008
My acne left a little more scarring this time around, and it didn't stay perfect for as long. But it's never gotten as bad since.
2009
(Dang, I look like my mom here!)
Now I deal with adult acne by actually taking care of myself. (Ya hear that? I'm an adult.) This works pretty well. I'm also going to try a DIY egg white mask I saw on the internet. I don't even know if I'm going to post this. But I do know what even with my less-than-perfect skin, I'm still pretty.
July 2010
Brooke!!! I love your insight and you are BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!! I love you so much!!!!! I can't wait to get to Utah and know that I'm closer to you and might see you more often!! Thanksgiving?! Have a great day!
ReplyDeleteGood for you for posting this Brooke! I'm glad you've always been able to see how pretty you are. I need to take a page from your book.
ReplyDeleteYou are beautiful! Some day they will make a medicine that clears that stuff up without poisoning your body.
ReplyDeleteyou're awesome brooke! youre a great example to me. and you are very beautiful! cant wait to go to the cocoa bean again! :)
ReplyDeleteScrew all of those products! You don't need them.
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